Thoughts.....

Tonight I am filled with all sorts of different thoughts......

.....thoughts about how Chris and I were engaged 11 years ago today! It has been the best 11 years of my life.....

.....thoughts of how he is not even here to celebrate with me. Chris had to leave for Las Vegas right after church today and will be gone on business all week.....

.....thoughts of my husband's sweet grandma who was just sent home from the hospital today because the doctors can't help her anymore. Hopefully she will be comfortable as she spends her last days with family.....

.....thoughts of several other friends who are in the hospital.....

.....thoughts of my child(ren) over in Ethiopia. I miss them so much, even though I have never met them.....Hoping we get to see their faces soon.....

.....thoughts of how tomorrow is the last day of January! Wow, the time is flying! And February's schedule is getting pretty full already.....

.....thoughts of the song "I Surrender All" that I heard this morning (or was that last night?) Thinking about how I need to do just that.....Give all my thoughts, fears, and cares to Jesus.....